// Remember.

• Whoever comes are the right people.
• Whatever happens is the only thing that could have.
• Whenever it starts is the right time.
• When it's over, it's over.

Remember....

Love,
Nadine

// I can't wait!

Can someone please tell me, why am I bouncing up and down on my seat now I say the name NEW MOON (?) OhMyGod!! I can't wait to finish all the papers. I just want to finish the exam asap. I want to be free from the exam. Yea, hahaha. I can't wait to feel the holiday's mood and and and I just can't wait to watch..., I really want to watch NEW MOON. Cepatlah habis paper. Du-uh!
I seriously need to take a chill pill. :(


Ps, oh! happy belated birthday to Syakirah Nordin, anyway.

Love,
Nadine

// B.

i miss you.

xoxo.

Love,
Nadine

// Happy Eid’ul Adha. *

I’ll be on leave from tomorrow till 28th November to celebrate Eid’ul Adha at my hometown. Will be back in KL on the 29th, kot.

Happy Eid’ul Adha to all and drive safely. :)

Happy Eid'ul Adha.

xoxo.

Happy Sweet 17th!

From left: Weena, Meera and Nadd.

Welcome to the Club Seventeen, darling!
Happy Birthday to you, Meera Sayang. I love you.
May Allah bless you, Amin. ;)


Ps, cepatlah habis SPM! ahx.

xoxo.

Love,
Nadine

// Worst pain ever!

I'm having the worst period pains I've ever had. I also have a heating pad I use, which seems to help the worst cramps. I've got a hot water bottle and paracetamol but nothing works. Any ideas(?)

Love,
Nadine

// Oh, God!

I slept quite a lot recently. But I am very thankful that I can get enough sleep during this cuti. May Allah bless me all the way through next week, so that I can do my best in my exams. And learn to depend on Him too! May Allah bless my health and heal my sickness. Let me concentrate on my studies. Good Luck!

Amin. :)

Love,
Nadine

// 3 words and 8 letters.

ha-ha, you look so cute in this picture sayang.
oh! lovely scarf, anyway. ahx.

The reason I don't sleep is because I know I'll dream of you. I know that for those precious moments of me sleeping I'll believe that you're still there. But once I wake up you won't be there. I'm not over you and I'm trying to forget you but I can't. I love you please open your eyes and see I love you. I don't think I'll ever stop.

Love,
Nadine

// Abang Long's.

This is my brother, my step brother.
Hussein Bin On or better known as Abang Long

Happy 28th Birthday,
Abang Long!!!

I hope you have a wonderful birthday with lots of love, laughter and fun. May you have a wonderful year filled with only the best things and many more years like that to follow. You are an amazing brother! I wish you all the best, that all your dreams, wishes and plans for the future may come true as such as you like. Okay, I won't merepek too much.

So, Happy 28th Birthday, Abang Long!
May Allah bless you and Kak Irca, (your beloved one).

Love,
Nadine

// mr. k

I love you, B.

Okay, I missed you. :)
nobody can compare to you,
they could give me a million dollars,
I'd choose you instead.

Love,
Nadine

// "HE".

i want that guy (?)

Every time I see you, I try my hardest not to look at you because your eyes, your smile, your lips;
everything that is you make my world fall apart.
You have stolen my heart and I secretly googled your name.
You can say I am obsessed. :)

iloveyou,
todeath.

Love,
Nadine

// Finally! :)

Yessss, finally!
I'm yours, baby.
:)
10th of November '09,
09.14pm

Ps, I love you.

Love,
Nadine

// Meow.

Awww! God, I’m such a sucker for this kind of "meow".

SO-GOD-DAMN CUTE, LOOK AT IT!!!



Okay, I think I better go to sleep now.
Good Night!
Upss, nooo,
Good Morning! (it's already 5am lah sayang)

Love,
Nadine

// Mr. K, this is for you.

I hope
we're stuck like this
FOREVER,
don't you?

"If I could spend every minute of every day with you, I would. I think about you all the time. I think about you when I go to bed, and you’re the first thing I think about when I wake up. I can’t go through a day without wanting to see you, needing to see you. You’re addicting, I don’t get it... What is it about you?"

Love,
Nadine

// I love you.

"This is the hardest decision I’ve ever done in my whole life. I want you to be happy, and so I have to let you happy. Even though you said it all will be okay when you know it’s never gonna be. I don’t want to hurt you anymore. I’m tired of all the misunderstanding, arguments and every single fight that we had every night. Every time I try to fix things up with us, it ended up with broken hearted. You. I broke your heart.

Hate me as much as you want. I don’t care as long you won’t get hurt by me again. I’m sorry."

Cool, haa? I love you.

Love,
Nadine

// Help me, puh-leaseee?

I don't know why, but...

• I feel sleepy but still can't sleep.
• I feel hungry, thaqwa puh-leaseee?
• I feel like I need to pee, but malas nak bangun.
• I want to call him but I'm afraid to call him. pelik kan?
• I feel like crap right now. ahx
• I think I just need more exercise like 2 hours a day.
• I think I'm getting FATTER, this is for serious. muntut macam babii sudah besar. memang tak ah, kena tukar status baru, "I'm on diet". kepala hotak kau!
  
• I rindu my Syakirah Nordin.

Love,
Nadine

// It's a fact.

It's a fact, and and and...


Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays, but I mean, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, and are still thinking about you? Because quite frankly, they aren’t.



... well, I just have to agree with this. :)

Love,
Nadine

// Stalker Tua.

I went to Mamak's Place yesterday and I think someone is stalking me. Because you know, baru keluar dari kedai Mamak tu tiba-tiba ada "stalker" (muka macam ayah kepada 5 orang anak) faham-faham je lah macam mana rupanya ikut-dari-belakang. Okay, what's that supposed to mean? Scary okay. Masuk 7e, "stalker" bodoh ni tunggu depan 7e and and and bila aku keluar je, he said he wanted to get to know me. Memang tak ah. Aku cuma boleh bagi muka taik. Kejam kan? Sorry.

Love,
Nadine

// Good-luck!

SPM is just around the corner! O-M-G! All the SPM candidates should be prepared by now I suppose, fight for it! Cheers for the future! A special wish to my babes. Good luck to you girls/boys. Soon we will be meeting each other much more often after SPM, go for college, "party" together, and more laughters. I can't wait!

Love,
Nadine

// Brace Boy.

Redza Minhat.

O-M-G! I first noticed him recently when watching Pisau Cukur and he was so cute. Seriously! I told Sha, "He's MINE!". Awww, I'm madly in love with this "brace boy". I wish I could meet him and I think he's really cute. This is for serious. Gosh! There's not much to say about it. Repeat, I adore this mamat gigi besi. :)

Love,
Nadine

// A chance.

I say:


Let's give him

a chance.

You know who you are. :)

Love,
Nadine

// Stay strong.

I’m doing okay. Not the best. But I’m healing. I can handle this. I’ve been through so many fucked up situations before and I’ve survived them all. I learned how to cope. This is just another obstacle that I have to overcome. I know that I can get through this because like I always say, Allah will never ever give us any obstacles that we are not strong enough to handle and overcome. This is just another one of Allah’s challenges. Every single person will get his or her own challenge. And it is up to that person how to handle the situation. You can both break down and hurt everyone around you therefore fail the challenge. Or you can toughen up and learn from it. Get wiser and prepare yourself for your next challenge. Everything happens for a reason. I think that every challenge is a way of preparing you for your future. Like if someone you trusted with your life has betrayed you, you’d be hurt of course. But you’d learn from it. You’d learn to be careful of whom to trust. Cause you cant always be so trusting. That’s when people take advantage of you and hurt you. I’m not saying be pessimistic and negative. Just that we should be aware.

I’ll get through my situation. It’s not going to be easy, but I’ll handle it. I’ll cope with it. If there’s one thing I’m thankful for, it’s those people who have made me stronger. If it wasn’t for them, I’d never be the person I am now. I’d never be able to handle anything. Life goes on. We can’t run away from pain. Nor can we hide from it. All we can do is to accept it. If we don’t accept it, we can never learn from it. And if we don’t learn from it, we’ll never heal. And if we don’t heal, we’ll never get stronger and wiser.

What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger.

Love,
Nadine

// Nenek-Nenek.

Haha, she looks like nenek,
macam nenek yang nampak muda
tapi rupa still nenek.


hahahahahahahaha, *evil laugh.


You get what I mean, right?

ps, i'm trying.

Love,
Nadine

// Favourita.

I copied from elements.com.my/

Okay, first of all, I am very sorry for not being able to update my blog as often as I like now. My parents really worried about my exams just around the corner. Gosh! Okay, fine. Let's not talk about this now. Oh, I just bought the most amazing shoes ever! Haha. I've bought gladiator shoes at Elements. SALE-SALE-SALE. I got my self a treat and bought myself a new pair of really high gladiator today and loving it. Awww. I bought the black version and I am absolutely in love with it. Anyway, special thanks to my mom. Thank you. I love you so much! Ahx.

Love,
Nadine

// Syakirah's Brother's Wedding.

I went to Syakirah's Brother's Wedding last week, Sunday kot. Haidhar's sister lawa sangat, Awww, and and and I loved the food. Sedap okay. Ha-ha. Credits to Syakirah, anyway. :)

Love,
Nadine

// Raya'09.

Okay, I just finished uploading a few new Raya pictures, weee.
Testing, D90-fish-eye baby.
Awww! I love it. Credits to Abang Long, of course. :)
(below-to-top)

Love,
Nadine

// Buat-buat busy ke?

Ha-ha, title agak bebal. Okay, memang busy pun. Sebab ada exams, gerak-gempur. Too bad. Haih. I haven't had time to update my blog since ada banyak activities, events and all. Aiyok. Macam-macam hal bila SPM lagi nak dekat. Macam-macam kerenah/peel manusia. Exam, exam and exam. OMG! So, wish me luck alright? Thanks.

Oh oh oh, and by the way,
I'm glad to have The Joyah's.
I love you guys. Aww! :)

Love,
Nadine

// Stalker.

Jangan jadi Stalker sampai mati.
Banyak kerja lain boleh buat.
Go and get a life okay my dear?
Grow up sikit. :)

Love,
Nadine

// Mr. KFC

Yes! Yes! His name is Erman. :)

Love,
Nadine

// A guy.

I'm looking for a guy named Erman, Awwww!!!
(I think that's his name, I guess lah, I'm not really sure). My two best friends know that I like him. I'm not looking for a relationship or anything, just "kawan-kawan-kawan". You get what I mean right? Haha. Oh, by the way, he worked at KFC, KLCC. I know this sounds weird, but for serious, he was awesome. Yang paling best, buat-buat tegur nak tanya konon he looks familiar. Paling kesah pulak! :)

Okay, okay focus! SPM nadd!

Love,
Nadine

// Hey look, it's biatch!

"She called me 'babi, sial and bitch', what should I say?"

Fine, maybe it was my fault because langgar bahu dia (but it was unpurposely), bukan sengaja nak bertembung macam tu, and I was shocked actually. and I didn't manage to say sorry. and tell you what, she said "Ish bitch!", I was like, "O-M-G!". tapi I just acted cool. padahal, ... Oh, tuhan je taw. then before nak masa dewan periksa tadi, tiba-tiba, "Nadia tu babi sial!", she shouted. Gosh! (my tummy really, really was aching). Pergh! nak buat paper account tadi pun rasa macam hangin satu badan.

Hello! who do you think you are? actually, you're the one who's a bitch. taw tak? ke tak sedar-sedar lagi? and and you're the one who's naive, you're the one who's actually drunk right now. yes, you are. you're insane. you know that? sedar tak? and aku berani cakap kau tu dah "rosak", as in (lu fikir lah sendiri). tak payah nak marah sangat lah, tak payah nak dendam sangat sebab benda remeh macam nie. kau pun bukan nya betul sangat. tak dapat faedah pun kawan dengan kau. kalau pandai takpe juga. aku tak kata kau bodoh, kau patut taw nak menilai diri kau sendiri. kau nak betulkan orang lain, tapi kau? dah cukup hebat ke? dok tayang minum arak, ada hati nak judge orang. bukan nak pertikaikan pasal isu minum arak, maaf eh, tapi kau patut sedar diri kau dulu. Stop acting like a goody-oo. Okay??

People tend to think you're stupid, you're a person who judges a lot. no manners at all. think twice lah okay? you have to look into yourself and your own life as an adult and realize. you did the same thing. do you think you're pretty enough? you should think to yourself and ask yourself. but, its up to you. go ahead and spoil yourself. tu antara kau dengan Allah. that's all for now, I think. thank you. :)



Ps, you should look at yourself in a mirror first, then baru datang sini judge orang.

Love,
Nadine

// Happy 21st Birthday, Kak Nana!

Happy 21st Birthday, Kak Nana. Sorry, tak dapat wish kat phone. Lupa. Hehe. Anyway, I hope you're enjoy bieng 21 okay? Stay strong. May many good things will happen to you this year. May Allah bless you and Ammar always. Okay? Have a many happy return of the day. Take care. I love you Kak Nana! :)

Love,
Nadine

// Isn't LIFE beautiful??

You know I really don't like the way people can so easily say 'life sucks' God has given us life to not only go through happy times, but times of sorrow, pain etc too. I love life, everyone has their ups and downs in their life, so no use complaining, its part and parcel of growing and learning more, getting your personality molded etc. At the moment, I'm going through a rough phase in my life, but I'm being strong, and I KNOW there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I really really really value my life, and everyone else should too. Make the most of what you've been given. :)

Love,
Nadine

// The Best Day Ever!

Day I

Meet my FAV, Syakirah Nordin.
Credits to Ayyman.

I just bought a new handbag. Ayyman pilih kan, awww. Thank you. :)

*****


Day II

Credits to Ayyman Rahim.

I used to hate going shopping with my mom or friends, now I realize how special those moments were and I miss a lot of those things. So I will make sure to love every single moment spent with the two most special people in my life.


Ps, I missed those moments!

Love,
Nadine

// Should I go?

*read.

Well, this guy gave me an invitation to his wedding. Should I go? Okay, actually a friend of mine is getting married in a couple of months. I'm not sure if I should go to his wedding or not. Should I go? or back out and risk the loss of this inconsistent friendship. I feel like his wedding might be the last time I see him. He's such a nice guy, and lots of other friends are going. I just selfishly feel like I don't want to spend this kind of time and money on someone I doubt I'll remain friends with. On the other hand, I don't want to hurt his feelings, and I don't want to disappoint my other friends who are planning on going. Should I go?? What do you think??

SHOULD I GO???

*repeat
(what a horrible situation)

Love,
Nadine

// Who the hell does she think she is?

situasi.

*keluar dari bilik kak nana.

ada seorang kakak ni selisih sebelah aku, dia senyum.

*muka bebal. tapi senyum balik kat kakak tu.

... tiba-tiba kakak tu bersuara, (dengan nada yang kurang asam jawa)

kakak: eh, kau pakai tudung ni baru insaf eh? baru sedar eh? ke untuk bulan Ramadhan je? kira baru sedar lah eh?

aku: *senyum, tergamam, terkilan.

kakak: *senyum balik, muka tak bersalah.


aku tahan selagi mampu, sampai satu tahap aku rasa aku tak boleh tahan, aku cari kak nana. settle kan everything. thanks to you guys yang tolong. :)

persoalan: apa masalah kakak tu tiba-tiba nak cakap macam tu? padahal aku dah pakai tudung almost sebulan. apa motif dia sebenarnya? i just don't get it! narrow-minded.

KAU SENDIRI PUN PERGI KERJA PAKAI BUKA TUDUNG, SEKARANG TIBA-TIBA NAK CAKAP MACAM TU KAT AKU. KAU FIKIR KAU SIAPA? HAAA?


Ps, cermin diri kau tu dulu, then baru datang sini betul kan aku.

Love,
Nadine

// The invitation.

He invited me to his wedding, on the 3rd Oct. I just couldn't bring myself to see him.
... Should I go? :'(

Should I go???

but, I don't think I can make it for that event.

(what a horrible situation.)

Actually, the invitation, I mean this invitation, it doesn't interest me! I just don't care.
"Hang senang hati nak naik pelamin, aku kat sini tak boleh nak get over hang". Grr.



Ps, Thanks for your invitation. May Allah bless your marriage always.

Love,
Nadine

// Happy sweet 17th birthday!

Happy Sweet 17th Birthday, Sha Gorgy!

I know you probably won't read this but ... Happy Birthday! Okay? I hope you have a wonderful and safe 17th birthday. You deserve everything that comes to you. Have the greatest birthday ever. Don't let anything get you mad or upset because your only 17 once. Remember that!
Loves. xoxo.

Love,
Nadine

// Stop being sarcastic, anyway.

Thanks for your sarcasm and thanks for wasting my time anyway, either. :(


... and and and good luck in your trial.

Love,
Nadine

// SPM tingy.

Oh, I can't wait to go to school tomorrow after that lovely school break and and and I can't wait to meet my friends, ohh, I just can't wait! Okay fine! Tipu je lebih. That sucks actually! I hate school actually. I don't even feel like going to school tomorrow. I have no energy, no motivation and bla, bla, bla and SPM examination just around the corner, tolak makan, tolak tidur, tolak online, tolak memekak, tolak main, tolak lepak and ect. And I'm getting more and more stress! I really need to study. Du-uh. Okay, *repeat. I need to study. Got to go now. Talk to you later okay?
See yea. Happy Fasting! :)

Love,
Nadine